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When Letting Go Feels Like the Only Way to Love
There’s a certain kind of sadness that’s hard to explain — the kind that doesn’t come from anger or disappointment, but from watching...
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Oct 73 min read
Survival Mode
Is it ok to be raw and vulnerable for a moment? Because I need to be. I’m carrying so much weight and have for so long and I’m tired....
rachelmcandrews5
Oct 34 min read
Self-Care
Self-care. It’s a phrase that gets tossed around so easily these days, but living it out is a lot harder than posting about it. For me,...
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Oct 33 min read
When Life Feels Too Full
There are days when my thoughts feel heavier than my body. I carry them everywhere — into the quiet of the morning, into the middle of my...
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Sep 233 min read
When Love Doesn’t Stay Faithful
I find myself asking a question that so many people who’ve been hurt by betrayal have asked before me: If someone claims they love you as...
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Sep 212 min read
The Mystery of Crossing Paths
Sometimes I sit and wonder: out of all the billions of people in this world, why do we cross paths with the particular ones we do? Why...
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Sep 211 min read
Trusting the Timing I Cannot See
Dating has never been simple for me. I go into it with intention, with a heart wide open, and with the hope that maybe this time it will...
rachelmcandrews5
Sep 203 min read
When Friendship and the Heart Collide.
Reflections on love, boundaries, and growth The Storm Between Heart and Mind There are moments in life when the heart and the mind are at...
rachelmcandrews5
Sep 183 min read
When Life Feels Like One Long Waiting Room
Right now, my life feels like it’s happening in slow motion. The bills are still due. The board exam — the one that could finally open...
rachelmcandrews5
Aug 123 min read
What I’m Learning About Loving Myself and Setting Boundaries
IT’S SO HARD!! Some people leave and some people stay. The ones that stay are your people; the ones that love you no matter what. They...
rachelmcandrews5
Jul 222 min read
Relearning to love yourself
There are moments when someone snaps a photo, and you brace yourself — already preparing to pick it apart. Especially one in a bathing...
rachelmcandrews5
Jul 222 min read
When Vulnerability Feels Like a Risk No One Wants to Take
There’s a certain kind of ache that doesn’t quite have a name. It’s the ache of having so much love to give—but never really getting the...
rachelmcandrews5
Jul 223 min read
Low Profile, Deep Healing
There’s a quiet shift happening in me—and honestly, I don’t feel the need to broadcast it. I’m in a season of keeping a low profile, not...
rachelmcandrews5
Jul 192 min read
Why Am I So Tired on my Spiritual Journey?
Lately, I’ve been feeling tired. Not just physically tired — but soul-deep, heavy-limbs, “I need to lay down and cry for no reason” kind...
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Jul 92 min read


When Silence Hurts Louder than Words
There’s a particular kind of ache that comes when someone you’ve been building something with just… disappears. No explanation. No...
rachelmcandrews5
Jun 284 min read
Intro
Welcome — I’m Rachel. This blog is where I slow down and share pieces of my journey — faith, growth, stillness, and the sweet (and...
rachelmcandrews5
Jun 271 min read
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